A question

A question

How did i become
what I am?
For I can see
the steps to here.
But how did i
make those choices
the courage, the fear
in timidity and with mistakes
For there were choices
and many steps
And I do not know how I chose
But I’m glad
I made choices
choices that I have
For I am.
As God wills
I am

December 12, 1999